'Cos I'm stuck with a smile that doesn't fit me anymore

Gorgeously done, bitch! Grr, I'm so pissed with myself now. I think I somewhat showed _ my fucked up attitude. Yes, I'm feeling super retarded now, I'm crying while typing. STUF!

You shouldn't had told me that. NO, you shouldn't have told me! :'( & now i'm feeling no good, at all.

Went back to Albert in the evening. Everyone was asking where I've been. ): I fucking miss them and the place can! )': I nearly bursted out crying when returning my punch card. Saw Andrew, waved hello & goodbye. That's all. I thought we could have talk a little or something(?)

HA!

I'M ASKING MYSELF OVER AND OVER AGAIN! HAVE I REALLY FALL FOR YOU OR WHAT? OR AM I JUST DESPO? FUCK OFF CYNTHIA )':

I'm think I miss seeing you! )':