Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Empty hearts can fill an empty room. Because of you the sky above remaining clear and blue.
It's nothing new.
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Everything seems really screwed up today.
God knows what had happened.
Nothing seems to interest me, really.
Upon seeing you made my heart sank. =C
Hmm, excuse me. I really hate this shit.
You may not know what had happened.
But whatever you had done, made me felt so disappointed in you.
And why does everyone keep on bringing me back to you?
I can't help * in anyways, really.
I'm utterly disappointed in myself too. :'(
Hmm hello, i'm supposed to be by * side helping * out.
Yet I left * alone? OH FCUK!
Wth am I doing? Shity.
I'M SO SORRY.
& this is the sound of the broken down
Monday, February 27, 2006
I never know what to do or what to say to you. One look and you'll knock me out.
Had PE lesson the first two periods.
Yup, I ran very fast. (dream on) (:
Chemistry lesson is full of SHIT !
& yup, i mean it.
It's really nothing but more and more shits!
RAH! How much more disgusting can that lesson be, uh?
People, Poor Mrs Heng is going bonkers !
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Tears in my eyes, you know sometimes..
Yay!
I'm done with my POA homework &I'm done with their reports.
Lalalalas~ (:
Woke up really late ard 11.30am.
Woots. :D
Had tuition in the afternoon until evening.
I'm just so darn bored now &I'm sneezing like a moron.
My back is aching like anything. RAH~
don't quarrel with me.
I had enough.
Friday, February 24, 2006
Cause you meant this much.
Hoho. (:
At Zuer's place now. GAH GAH! I'm so hungry can? =_=;
Stupid Zq &Bh are very very noisy larh.
Wondering how to start on the lovely 'report' .
LALALAS~ ohh..
That fcuking idiotic guy threw a pen at me for no reason during lesson.
OH WELL, he's just plain irritating larh. *roll eyes
lalalas~
Thursday, February 23, 2006
BACON &HAM. <3
=D
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When I found out YOU was the one who took my voodoo doll away and eventually spoilt it, I was so dammit pissed off larh! fcuk you* It's like, you got the cheek to take my thing but you do not have the cheek to prove that you took it away. And you fcuking blame everything on Shol? OH FCUK, STOP ACTING LARH! YOU FCUKING IDIOTIC DRAMA MAMA! SO YOU THINK YOU'RE THE KING OF THE WORLD TAKING MY STUFFS AWAY FROM ME HUH?
I'D REALLY LIKE TO TEAR YOU UP INTO PIECES!
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
I'm in LOVE with him!
madness* xD
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
" They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel. "
Thanks for calling to check if i'm fine. :D *thank guys.
GAH! Mdm Wu made us stay back after school to complete the Maths exercise &worst still, i got my dental appointment at 3.30pm. Goodness, I was able to make it on time larh. (: There were like so many people there waiting. Woots! Many many things struck through my mind when I was rushing to complete the exercise. RAH, pissing shit! Like wth? Thanks for all the empty promises larh. (made me really pissed off lor)I really hate you when you lie. ): Whatever, enough of this.(it's over). Zq thought I was going to cry anytime. He messaged me when I was just beside him? LOL! xD crazy one but thanks. (:
But come to think of it, I really don't know why we're so indulge in relationship. Do we do this just to satisfy ourselves, or mainly get an "other half" because everyone's got one, or just for the sake of it? I don't know. Hmm...
OH... I passed Maths test. Three cheers for me, please. (:
THANK YOU*
Lets hope for something else. (:
Monday, February 20, 2006
smile. :D
I hope you dance.
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Happened to catch this very touching MTV.
& yup! i mean VERYtouching okay?
Goodness, i cried can? *dumb
Skipped Physics remedial today. (:
It was compulsary though.
Had Maths &Physics test today.
WOOTS!
I know for sure i will flunk both papers. ):
I NEED TO START MUGGING NOW!!
you too* (:
Got to go now.
So,
goodbye.
Adriano Adriano Adriano Adriano Adriano !!!!
must jia you!! xD
Sunday, February 19, 2006
" The true test of character is not how much we know how to do, but how we behave when we don't know what to do. "
Hockey training at CCAB yesterday. (: Yay!
MISSING. )':
NO. 44 (:
I'm not quite sure when the turning point came. But i know it that it came right after a fight with my .. It was a typical fight for that rebellious week. Alright, you should know how it is, if you once lie, they will all start to pile up.
I don't want to live in a battle zone.
Thursday, February 16, 2006
YAY! i'm so happy can? xD haha.
Okay, first of all, he accepted me on msn. Oh yes! But he never online larh. -_-
Secondly, Shol &Izam are getting me valentine's day gifts. (:
Thirdly, I finally realised i don't hate her so much like before. [ When I think she really hates me a lot. =\ ]
Fourly, Fatimah lent me her Chicken Soup story book. :D
IM SO HAPPY LARH !! xD
much love. <3
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, PEOPLE. =D
Gift exchanged in school . (:
was really cool can?
from: MISS ZUER (:
from: MISS SHERMIN :)
from: MISS MAMA (:
from: MISS LEETING. :)
Thanks for all the presents. :D
lol! I drew this on my hand during chi lesson.
I've got nothing better to do larh. :D
I LOVE YOU :D
Monday, February 13, 2006
goodness. i must start having a lot of tuition. -..-
Saturday, February 11, 2006
i'll never forget the ones i've loved.
many many photos will be posted TODAY. (:
with my new specs. (:
(very dark)
w specs again. haha
black &white.
me w Jingwen
wen 17. (:
cyn 44. (:
haha! im not wearing any bottoms. xD
me w ky. she's so pretty
me w karin. (:
that's all larh. (:
Friday, February 10, 2006
What's the point saying iLOVEyou when you don't love that person?
sigh.
I thought you were telling me the truth.
I really believed you but yet, I was being fooled again.
BE HER PORKCHOP! fuck off*
You made me felt so disappointed in you. really*
Sigh- )':
From now onwards, i'll be standing all alone. ):
THIS IS SO FUCKING IDIOTIC.
DON'T MAKE ME LOVE YOU ANYMORE.
I DETEST ALL THIS PISSING SHIT.
LEFT ME ALONE TO ROT!
AFTER ALL, YOU STILL NEED HER.
STOP SAYING YOU LOVE ME! ):
GO AND BE HERS. )':
i hate you.
GAH! IM CRYING LIKE MAD SHIT AGAIN ! FCUKING IDIOTIC PIECE OF SHIT!!
Thursday, February 09, 2006
I can't take it anymore. Time and time again, this shit is happening between. like fuck?
You're right, having me is like having nothing. Oh fuck, Whatever!
I'm giving up, giving up on every single hope. I hate crying so helplessly all by myself. And i promised myslef this will be the very last time im doing this.
i promise i won't break down ; at least not in front of you.
Friday, February 03, 2006
Same thing going on again but with different people. Its always me. & its always the same. Sometimes i feel like smashing & tearing her up. Its just.. fucking idiotic.
E-N-O-U-G-H enough!
Don't pollute my vision,I don't want to breathe the same air as you.Simple as words may come,I just want you to scram out of my life.My whole entire life. Screw you people.;I sound angry.
Anyway, It actually isn't how the person looks that make her hideous, it is how she acts. I think if you act horrendously like a characterized person, you'd obviously be catogerized as THAT person, right? We are really without a defence since others look at you more often than you look at yourself. (:
My brain & my heart's going different directions. God, I'm so confused. Don't like this. ):
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
I NOT STUPID TOO IS SUCH A NICE MOVIE. really :))
Its like ultra touching + sad please
I WANT TO WATCH AGAIN !! :)
But sadly, the threater is like ultra small larh &there is like so many people watching too. -_- So we only managed to get those front seats. GAH! Zuer, Meiyang, Kailing, Lingyong, Wenjie, John, Hong Yong, Zheng Qiang, Justin, Ying Hou &Ruiwen. (: like so many many people larh.
Most of us cried like mad shit esp Zuer &Kailing. Hoho! Wenjie cried too lor. Haha like so unexpected.
Movie ended, all went to the toliet, to find how swollen our eyes were. Some like, super red? lol. :) Cab home with Zuer &Zq.