remember to feel real

Friday, April 28, 2006

Wednesday 26/04

Double Eng period, was alright.
Went through Trial exam paper.
& did filing.. blah blah (:

Then double Chemistry period.
Went to the lab. ((:
Study study and blah blah..

Recess was alright, as usual.
But recess assembly was horrible.
Mr Thomas scolded all for like 15 mins or so.

Maths lesson was only left 5-10 mins before bell rings for the next period.
&Mdm Wu only managed to complete one qns from TYS.
Double POA period @ MRL.
I hate sitting at the back of the class.
Like so gay, please.
I can't see the words on the screen at all. >:/

Then double Chinese period.
Didn't pay attention to what Mdm Seah's talking.
Played Word Search with Lee Ting, Ling Yong and Chin Hong at the back.
Haha. (: Nice Nice Nice!
FYI, we four played in pairs.
Lee Ting and Ling Yong, together, managed to complete one word seach in last then 5 mins.
Heh! Good good! (:
While Chin Hong and I took a little more time to complete it.
We lost. ):
But, we still managed to complete it within 5 mins, okay! hahahas xD
Great Great! (:

*Ding Dong*

When down to the canteen with Basirah, Zhen Qiang and Zhan Yong.
Discussed about Friday's schedule.
Then it started to rain very heavily.
Shol came to join us too. (:

HO! 3:15pm. x]
(: came to look for Zhan Yong.
Yay~ . Hah! How nice!
? told me a lot & I've mistaken ?
But,? should had told me earlier what. LOL!
Ah, whatever, it's over anyway.

To that jerk out there.
YOU'RE SO PATHETIC, PLEASE!
*Roll eyes! Boo you!*

Thursday 27/04

What a day!
Was raining in the morning.

Didn't stay long in the car.
So walked into the school alone.
And guess what! =.=;
Ha! Saw (: at the passage way. (:
He was right behind me.
&I'm alone, so I walked really fast.
Boo! So scary can!

Had double LiVE period, was alright.
Then double Maths period. (:
Haha, those who did not complete the homework which was given yesterday or didn't bring TYS was given a hit on the palm for girls, knuckle for boys, with the mighty wooden ruler.
Woo.. Pain pain.
But was hilarious also. (:
Then recess.

English period.
Blah blah..
Then double Chinese.
Had test test test.
Lasty, double POA in class. (:

*Ding Dong!*
Ling Yong and I ran to the toilet at the new block.
& oh oh! I saw (: at the stairs. ((: Yum Yum!
Ran back to class for the Maths mock test.
Paper was all right. (:
Went straight home after that.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Happy Birthday, Jin Li. ((:
*Yay!

English mock test was alright. (:
& I saw him while doing the paper!
*muhahahas! xD

Great, I think I sprained my ankle yesterday during PE lesson.
& it's awfully in pain now.

Wx told me what _ said.
_ is enuffing f***ed up, please!
*&^%$#@>:[ !!!!
Yah, I pushed all the blames to you.
Shity-shit!
Hey! Grow up, please.

I MISS my phone so badly. )":
Sigh..

Sunday, April 23, 2006

I'm having a splitting headache.
& I'm also down with flu.
This is so irritating, VERY irritating. ):

Great, MYE is like so damn near.
& I'm already all stressed up and everything.

I need a tutor for Physics, seriously.
My Physics is a GONE-CASE. ):
I think I only passed twice or thrice since the beginning of the year.
How lousy!

Maths' mock test tomorrow after school.
lalalas~

I want to stay at home!
Sigh..

Friday, April 21, 2006

All right, today is so trashy, please.
Everything's so screwed up.

Annual Speech and Prize Giving Day, today.
Should be fun and interesting, i though.
Basirah and I ended up crying, instead.
Great. (":

Out of a sudden, tears rolled down my cheek.
Not seeking for any attention, but I just can't control my tears.
Many things strucked through my mind at that very moment.
It's like shity-shity-shit, please. )':
Never never did I expect this to happen between us.
I don't know how you're feeling and what you're unhappy about.
I can't read your mind, but of course, I can somewhat tell from the facial expression of yours that you're unhappy about something.

Okay, back to topic.
It started to rain about 3 plus.
-Boo..
Then it stopped and the parade continued. (x
March pass was fun fun fun! I like! xD
Then went up to the holding area at 2T1.
Took loads of photos. ((:
Cadets in uniform climbing tree. How cool!
&& I got his photo! Yay~ !! xD

Finale ended with loads of 'hip hip hurrays' ! xDlalalas~
Was fun after all. (:

I miss him a lot a lot!
GAH~ <3

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Unbelievable

Always said I would know where to find love
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough
But sometimes I just felt I could give up
But you came and you changed my whole world now
I'm somewhere I've never been before
Now I see
What love means

CHORUS:
It's so unbelievable
And I don't wanna let it go
Its something so beautiful
Flowin down like a waterfall
I feel like you've always been
Forever a part of me
And it's so unbelievable
To finally be in love
Somewhere I never thought I'd be

In my heart in my head it's so clear now
hold my hand you've got nothin' to fear now
I was lost and you've rescued me somehow
I'm alive I'm in love you complete me
And I've never been here before
Now I see
What love means

CHORUS

When I think of what I have
And this chance I nearly lost
I can't help but break down and cry
oooh yeah break down and cry

CHORUS

Now I see
What love means

Monday, April 17, 2006

I swear I miss him like anything. ]':
-Sigh

much love <3

Sunday, April 16, 2006

*Edited*

Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of yr head.Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people.Okay tag at least 5 ppl.Ready?
Start!
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1) Basirah
2) Fatimah
3) Lee Ting
4) Zu Er
5) Mei Yang
6) Kai Ling
7) Kevin
8) Gee Soon
9) Hanafi
10)Shermin
11) Shi Hui
12) Luqman
13) Sholihin
14) Izam
15) Aidil
16) Justin
17) Chin Hong
18) Karin
19) Jing Wen
20) Wen Jie
.
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Now for the questions
1) How did u meet 14?
Since sec 3. My classmate &my sitting partner in class now! LOL!
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2) What would you do if u've never met 1?
My life will be super dull. My BEE, right? YAY!
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3) What would u do if 20 and 9 dated?
Neh. (:
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4) Did you ever like 19?
Of course. (: We're friends. Hoho!
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5) Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
Hahas. Maybe(?) (:
.
6) Describe 3.
My goodi goodi friend since sec one. && a die heart fan of RAIN &__ . hahahas!
*you know I know. ((:
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7) Do you think 8 is attractive?
Attractive? Erm.. Hahas. He’s a nice friend!
.
8) Tell me something about 7
He's tall, cute esp when he smiles :D and and many many more!!

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9) Do you know any of 12's family?
Neh.

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10) What's 8's favourite?
Not sure.
.
11) What would u do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
Wah! I don’t know.
Haiyoo.. she got her ahem already! xD
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12) What language does 15 speak?
English &Malay.
.
13) Who is 9 going out with?

Don't know.
.
14) How old is 16 now?
Fifteen. (:
.
15) When's the last time u talked to 13?

Hmm, this evening. (:
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16) What is 2's favourite band/singer?
Erm, I don’t know. =p
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17) Would u ever date 4?
Yes.

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18) Would u ever date 7?
Woots! YES YES YES!! :DD
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19) Is 15 single?
I don't think so.
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20) What is 10's last name?
Wei Ling (?)
.
21) Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
No No! We aren’t LES!
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22) What school does 3 go to?
Jurongville Seconday School
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23) Where does 6 live?
Jurong East, opposit school.
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24) What's your fav thing about 5?
Her ben ben face. xD
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25) Have you seen Number 1 naked?
O_O; NO NO!
.
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Now to tag 5 people:
Anyone. (:

Thursday, April 13, 2006

I was late. Booo!

He came online when I was still in school doing my mock test.

Blah blah blah >:/

MYE in three weeks time.

I need to start mugging mugging mugging, really. [:

Had mock test again after school.

Wah! paper was super tough, please. >:/

Mdm Wu was away for meeting.

Lalalas, most of us started walking around the class. =x

A zillon thanks to LeeTing dearest.

She false alarmed the whole class that Mdm Wu's on the way back to class.

Omg, hilarious! xD

Instant speed one, please.

Everyone was back to their own seats. lol! xD

Somemore the situation was like super chaotic.

hahahahas!

Aidil chocked himself with his milo, they came out from his nose.

hahahas! xD gross, but hilarious.

Beach-ing tomorrow. Yay!

~~I hope he can make it, really. ((:~~

He's not going.)):

Give me a sign to tell me you're hoping for the same.

Its still the same, always been.

Lets hope for something else? ((:

much love <3

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE TING. :DDDD

Yay!
I've been so high high high for the past two days. xD
lalalalas~

Exercise is like the best thing in the world.

&&Im actually looking forward to it every Wednesday now.

Felt so refreshed after exercise! sothelove(: lol!

*hops around.

Gym-ed with Basirah, Fatimah, Shol, Aidil, Khairi and a sec one guy.

Omg, he's super cool, please
Fyi, he's a chinses guy.

Yet he can speak malay really really well.

O_O!!

Woots!
Sweat a lot a lot. [[:

I'm going to sleep now.
Good night! [[:

Monday, April 10, 2006

Okay..
Had double PE period. ((:
5 stations and some runnings.
Leeting went gagaga over that boy boy.
She claimed that he's cute, uh(?) hahas! xD
But sorry ah, mine cutest among all the boys in JVS! xDDD
-grins.
Then double English period.
Shol sat beside me. [[:
I complaint a lot a lot. #$%^&*#(:&%!!
-evil grins. xD
We were practically chit-chatting during the double period.

Then recess,
eat eat, play play, laugh laugh. ((:
Kai Ling dearest spilt soya bean milk on my uniform. >:/
-eeeeekkk!
Went up to the hall and blah blah..
I thought I couldn't him.
So sat down with disappointment. ):
While Mr Thomas was addressing us, I turned my head to the left &&&
GUESS WHAT!!! xD
I can see him so freaking clearly, please. xDDD
-So contened. (: lalalalas~~ woots

Had one period of maths.
Then double POA period.
Saw him(his back) on the way back to class from humans room.
-woo hooo hooo!! xD
Was lalala-ing on my way back with Basirah. xD hehes!
Had double Geog period.
test test test.

Then then was Napfa.
-wooo hooo!! xD
i saw him i saw him i saw him!!!!
-scream!!!! la-ley-lohh!!!
We are like practically at the same station through out the whole thing. xDDDD
He nearly fall during shuttle ran.
-oops! =p
But the way he ran, lalalals~ im melting, please. xDD

Went back to collect my stuffs from 4N2.
HEY,GUESS WHAT?!
Stupid shit!
My phone's MISSING!
WHAT-THE-FCUK!!!!
Thanks so-so-so much larh, huh! >:/

Tried calling so many many times, but the phone was swithed off.
Like wth(?) those moronic people just got nothing better to do?!
Was tearing away, after calling mummy. ]':
Went up and down the school, i-don't-know-why.
Asked around, no one seems to know my phone's whereabout.

This totally sucks big big time!
That sucker had sucessfully made my day. (:
All my really percious sms-es = GONE!

sigh sigh sigh~

Made a police report.

Cos' school doesn't seems to care.

Mummy &daddy didn't scold.

sigh sigh sigh~

I'm feeling so bad.

I lost something so so so expensive, please.

And they were presents for my bday from my parents and uncle. ]':

BOO!

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Thursday,06/04

Sports Day at Bukit Gombak Stadium. Reached Kl's place at 6.30am, walked to the bus-stop before school. i saw him! xD YAY! Waited for the rest for some time. We were late, really late. Thanks* So, Kl &I started running to meet Bas &Fatimah who had waited for us, for very very long. While the rest behind still strolling.(?) like wth! >:/ They seriously got no sense of urgency, please. Reached the stadium at 7.30 or so, but we still see people from our school strolling in, hahas. So not gan chiong already. Had flag-raising then blah blah, got separated into different houses. Weather was urban hot, hahas. I was tanning my legs there. LOL!! xD Stoned there cos we really got nothing to do there. And the boys behind were making a lot noise, screaming &shouting freaking loud like mad people. >:/But when it comes to the cheer part they're like super quite, please. Then the boys started throwing rice grains and bottle caps all around. WAH! Super irritating, please. Blah Blah Blah. Yellow house won practically everything(?), I think so. Great! Got no where to go after that &i don't want to join the two girls to town because of the morning incident. So, we went to play bowling instead. i saw him again!woots! wth! xD Super fun, please.(: Cos I won Fatimah 3 times, hahahas! xDDDDDDD

Friday, 07/04

Had Speech Day Rehearsal after school. &the weather was freaking hot, please.
Hamizah fainted during the second round of the rehearsal, many of us couldn't take it anymore too. Had finale rehearsal after that, blah blah blah. Then dismissal parade. woots! he was right behind me, please. xD Then that person told me that suprising news. ]': Thanks lor*

Saturday,08/04

Had tuition in the morning. Then went Jp with mummy.
lalalalas~ Then msned with Shol. I told him what happened. ]':
Super saddening, can.
Sigh! I miss him so badly. ]':

Sunday,09/04

Had a hard time to sleep ytd night.
So many many things strucked thru my mind.
Boo! Slept at 2 plus in the morning and woke up at 7.30am this morning.
Like crap, please. So early. =_=;
I haven't been msging him for 3 freaking days, please.
ARGH!!! i want to die! x_x

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Woots!

I'm chatting with him, please.

So high, so high. [[:

~~&& wth! his birthday falls on the same day as zixuan!~~

*freaked out! O_O!!

Ran 2.4 km today during PE.

Woo hoo..

Like wth, can?

Took 6 mins plus to complete the first round.

&& another 8 mins plus to complete the second round.

In total, I took 15 mins plus plus to complete everything.

Can die lor, seriously.

My stupid gastric!!! eekk! Thanks lor!

Stupid-dumb-dumb!

Alright, I want to sleep.

Too lazy to continue blogging.

GOOD NIGHT!

~~imisshim!!!~~

Monday, April 03, 2006

Lessons today were alright, except CHEMISTRY. *Boo

Can die, please!

I was so so so sleepy during PH's lesson.

My eye lids were like so freaking heavy that I need my fingers' help, to keep my eyes open.

Like wth, please. =_=;

Eng &Chi Oral after school. *woots!

I like Mr Goh! [[:

He's super nice, please. LOL!

He asked me a lot of questions, super funny ones.

While reading the passage, my hands were trembling like mad shit! xD

In fact, I think I did better for Chi Oral then Eng one.

Eng was a little screwed up. *sigh

Fyi, examiner was Mrs Hiew.

Left school around 4 plus and headed to Je for tuition.

Sher, Lt &I were late, we went in at 4.30

But Rui Wen was later.. 5 plus if i'm not wrong.

Woots!

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Happy Belated Birthday, TanChin Hong!! xD

~~Messaged him ytd night. xD~~

~~lalalas~~~

I'm waiting for tomorrow to come. ASAP*

~~I want to know the answer.~~

~~PRAY HARD, CYNTHIA!~~

~~Hope the ans is a positive one, please.~~