remember to feel real

Thursday, June 29, 2006

HELLO.
Ohkay, I know I haven't been blogging for oh-so-long. D:
Cos' I was like busy(?) with i-don't-know-what.
WTH!
So I've decided, I'LL GO ON A HIATUS! :D
It's HARD maintaining a blog.

Anyway, I don't think anyone will view my blog la.
Haha. :D

I'm suppose to do the CME project now since i'm a little free.
But neh, I need to sleep.

GOODBYES AND GOODNIGHTS.
CIAOS!
I'LL ALWAYS SEE YOU WHEN I SEE YOU. (:

Friday, June 23, 2006

You know..
I don't want things to be this way.
But i really am not as strong as i look.
Don't judge me like a book by its cover, alright?
You don't know what's inside me.
You don't know what's breaking & what's forming in me.
But you don't need to know.

I'm so sick.
I'm so tired.
I need a life.
I need to move on.
I can't stay where i am.
I want to grow.

But all I know is to work even harder & not giving up to achieve what I really want.
Disappointed, aren't you?

I'm actually having this terrible migrane now but i cant sleep.
This is terrible but somehow i keep thinking 'bout something.
Oh well, whatever it is, its the past.
Just some quite unforgettable memories.

STOP, stop talking/asking me 'bout (:
I don't want to talk 'bout him anymore.
It's like so obvious enough that we can't get any further.
So what's the point, right? AHAHAHA.
Life goes on. :D
& I don't see a need to get into anymore BGR relationship, maybe after my N.

hurhurhurhurhur.
I know i can do it, seriously.
In fact, I actually managed to forget everything 'bout (: during the holis.
But dang, somehow (:'s name or something that's related to (: would pop up instantly in front of me, during conversations and all.
I'm serious.
Even when I'm walking out on the street.
Even when I'm in the theater watching movie.
Total gayness.

Alright, enough of my craps.

goodnight people. (:

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

YAY BAYBEH :D

I am 95684866974133602546 high/happy today! :D
& I-don't-know-why.
AHAHAHAHA!
I think I woke up at around 9 or 10.15 this morning(?) ISK, i can't remember larh.
Went online and chatted with PP on MSN. :D
By the way, thanks for all the hotti juicy news, PP.
You made my day!
You rock! YAY! :D
& I found out that what that fking soul said wasn't true.
Wooots! So apparently he's just making others believe him, like again.
AHAHAHA! NO WAY! YOU'VE BEEN BLACK-LISTED BY US ALREADY! :D
Seriously.

Anyway, I just got home and i'm dying from pain!
Dang, my poor toes hurt like hell.
I can't walk properly. Sheesh.

School's starting in 3 days & I don't want to go. I'm dreading school. & if there's school, things will probably get much worse than it already is now. I can say I won't be surprise if Mrs Goy gonna ask me to dye my hair black, again. SHEESH

Uh Oh,
I have to work tomorrow, groans >:(

So goodbye and goodnight. (:

The Sun is up today! :DDDDDD

Okay, got to go now.
Shall blog and upload pictures later when I get back (:

Toodles (:

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Who cares what Einstein said?
I know gravity wasn't involved in making me fall in love.

Alright, I'm not blogging anything about yesterday yet.
Perhaps after tomorrow, yeah.
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*BEEP* told me somthing which really pissed me off like hell today.
To _ :
Hey come on, i believe you can still remember what you've done in the past.
You're a 100000000000000000000000000000000% jerk! (:
& thanks for telling *BEEP* that *TOOT*'s ex were all very pretty ones.
HAHAHAHA! TOO BAD! I know I look fugly, awful, whatever.
So, I seriously don't need you to remind me of this.
And also, stop telling others that you and somebody were close friends and you both were once classmates and stuffs, please! THIS IS SOOOOOOO DISGUSTING!
FYI, you're just spoiling your friend's reputation, seriously
NONONONONO >:/ don't you ever dare to do it again. NEVER!
You simply sucks 9568746932489178352 times! :/

Damn you!
Fking digusting, irritating and annoying soul! All of us had got enough of your nonsenses.

So, get a life!

Monday, June 19, 2006

TODAY WAS FUN, FUN, FUN ! Y
I shall blog 'bout it, when I'm free. (:

Feeling so sleepy now.
GOOD NIGHT!

Friday, June 16, 2006

Woo Hoo.. 'm happy. :D
Why?
Because England scored 2 goals at the last 10 mins(?) (i think so) .

Okay, have to go now.
Ciaos! :D

Thursday, June 15, 2006

I'm a happy girl because I gotta watch HSM before the 25th. :DDD
Thanks Awin (:
Wooo Hoo~

I'm soring, flying....
Ciaos!

Dang! My eye's feeling so hot.
Hot as in chilli in my eyes.
Ewww!! >:/

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

I remeber when i first caught my eyes on u,
that moment of magic i wld never forget.
Then ,i start to wonder if i fell in love with just you,
the outercovering.

Friendster's boring, texting's boring, reading is boring, sleeping is boring, working is boring, viewing other blogs are boring, and even watching video is boring. (waiting for someone can be boring too, cos' you never know when he'll know how you feel, despite doing soo, sooo much.) Dang! I think i need some fun activities. I can simply die. Nowadays i seriously get bored easily. =/ Nothing seems to be working, or maybe it's just me.

Oh anyway, we watched RV in the afternoon then met myBee after that at JurongPoint in the evening.

Oh ya by-the-way, Uncle Dan bought himself a new phone. Dang, it reminds me of the phone i lost. It wasn't the same model I used to have but yah, new phone. My blood boils when it comes to phone, esp new ones. Whatever.. That bloody person stole my bloody phone fuck who ever that person is man if you have no money kindly apply for financial assistance the people around you do not supply your financial needs & i was talking 'bout losing mine a few months ago. Speak of the devil. >:/

To all 2N2'04 loveable pupils. (:

Please be reminded that the gathering/outing has been

brought forward to the 19th instead of 20th.

For those who are going,

we'll be meeting at Clementi interchange. (196's stand)

11AM sharp, so yah, try not be make yourself late.

As for those who are not going, do reconsider as this might be the

last gathering. We awaits all y'all arrival. So go, go, go! :D

See ya, guys! tkcare!

for you i can.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

The highlight of my morning was while watching Disney Channel, during commercial breaks they showed Zac Efron singing Breaking Free and the filming of it. (: Gah, i'm still in love with that movie and of course Zac. He was lookin good, dayum. Unfortunatly, things somehow changed when i was at my work place.That auntie at my work place was driving me nuts, please. Duhh, she could actually do that particular thing herself, instead, she made me and Kai Ling to do it on her behalf. Dang! I soooo feel like installing some devices in her so I can control her instead.

toodles. (:

Monday, June 12, 2006

3 SCHOOLS I WENT TO:
-Pioneer Primary.
-Xingnan Primary.
-Jurongville Secondary.

3 THINGS I PUT IN MY PURSE/BACKPACK:
-Cards.
-Cashs.
-Photos.

3 THINGS I DO WHEN I AM STRESSED:
-Do some other things instead.
-Cry.
-Sleep.

3 FAVOURITE FRUITS:
-Mango.
-Apple.
-Banana.

3 OF MY FAVOURITE FOOD:
-Donuts.
-Oreo.
-Strawberry tart.

3 NAMES I GO BY:
-Cynthia.
-Cyn.
-Pang. LOL!

3 THINGS IM WEARING RIGHT NOW:
-Tee.
-Shorts.
-Undergarments.

THE WHOS...

WHO IS IN THE HOUSE WITH ME:
-Daddy.
-Mummy.
-Younger Sis.

WHO AM I THINKING OF RIGHT NOW:
- ..

WHO DID I LAST TALK ON THE PHONE WITH:
-Lee Chuan. (?)

WHO DID I SIT WITH DURING MY 5TH PERIOD CLASS:
-Izam.
OR
-Luqman.
OR
-Sholihin.
OR
-Ling Yong.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON I TOLD THAT I LOVED:
- ..

WHO DO I WISH I AM WITH RIGHT NOW:
- ..

WHO GETS ON MY NERVES IN SCHOOL:
-No idea.

THE WHERES...

WHERE IS MY PHONE:
-On the table, besides me.

WHERE DO I SLEEP:
- On my bed.

WHERE IS THE PLACE THAT I TOOK A RIDE TO:
-Jurong East.

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING I ATE:
-Puddings.

WHAT COLOUR SHIRT AM I WEARING:
-Brown.

WHAT IS THE CLOSEST ITEM TO ME THAT IS BLUE:
-My blue ink pen.

WHAT DO I LIKE MOST ABOUT SCHOOL:
-No idea.

WHAT IS MY FAVOURITE COLOUR:
-Loud ones.

WHAT DO I WEAR OFTEN JEANS/SHORTS:
-Shorts.

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE I WATCHED:
-The Omen.

THE WHENS..

WHEN DID I START SCHOOL:
-No idea.

WHEN DID I LAST GO TO THE MALL:
-12 June 2006

WHEN DID I LAST BURN SOMETHING:
- uhs? i dont burn stuffs. haha.

3 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
- Anyone x3

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Somemore photos of Beckham's during the match with PAR.

ENJOY :D

Beckham looks coolio in these pics. Then again, he looks great everywhere!

Till then,
toodles. (:

Maybe i am not getting use to the feeling of having you in my life..

I'm soooo sick of myself for thinking so much.
Afterall, he won't give-a-damn.

Dang.. I want to sleep.

Believe it or not, you will be forgotten.
Cos' the truth is, i'm so sick of waiting like an idiot.

Saturday, June 10, 2006

MY LOOOOVVVEEEE!!! :D

He's HOT, obviously!

The match between England and Paraguay is on. :DDDDDD
Current score, 1:0
Goal:
4. GAMARRA Carlos(4' OG)

Oh ya, I actually watched the match between Poland and Ecuador.
Score was 0:2
Goals:
21. TENORIO Carlos (24')
11. DELGADO Agustin (80')

alright, im going back for more actions.

toodles. (:

loving someone who doesnt love you back
is much more painful and lonesome
than not being able to find someone you love

Friday, June 09, 2006

08-06-06

The Omen tic.

whoots! :D

So, Cynthia managed to last for the entire movie instead of walking out the threater midway through the movie.

lol.

The fact is, it wasn't that scary as I thought. Haha.

URROOOM~

Special Preview Issue. I want to watch! :D

KA-CHOW!

Lighting McQueen is enffing cute, please! :D

09-06-06

15 MORE DAYS, PEOPLE :D

To the premiere of

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL

on the Disney Channel

You'll so gonna fall in loovveee with Zac Efron's voice.
(And Zac Efron himself. Hottness)

toodles.

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Enjoy the random pictures, for now. (:

Edited

My old phone. :'(
I want it back, so badly.

JVS' NPCC. YAY! :D

The Sec 4&5s. (:

Wowies, I love her soooo much! :D

She's effing lazy. Don't ask me why. haha

Hoho.. Passed-out. (:

The no evils.

MY LLLOOOVVVEEE (:

I know i can, for sure.

I love myself. But i love (: more.

I'm craving for horror movies, I-don't-know-why.

But.. I don't dare to watch, like what-the-hell!

DUMB! *humph

Okay, I that's all for today.

(:'s online.
Byebye

Thursday, June 01, 2006

7 random facts bout me:
1. I'm super-short in height.
2. I'm braced. :D
3. I can crap alot, but I can also be very quiet if I want to.
4. I'm a s-l-o-w eater.
5. I like cute girls/guys with braces. :D
6. I <3 (:, alot.
7. I enjoy cam-whoring with my friends.

7 Things That Scares Me:
1. Cats of any sizes.
2. Butterflies.
3. Bad results.
4. Super-loud thunders.
5. Rejections(?), not really.
6. Lizards. pfft*
7. When two parties or more get angry and resulted into a fight.

7 random songs at the moment:
1. Time machine- The click five.
2. SOS - Rihanna.
3. Catch your wave- The click five.
4. You and I both- Jason Mraz.
5. You Belong To Me- Lifehouse.
6. So sick- Ne yo.
7. With you- Jessica Simpson.

7 things I like the most:
1. (:
2. Braces. :D
3. The beach with lots of sun.
4. My bed.
5. My friends & family.
6. Double choco.
7. Cam-whoring.

7 things i say the most:
1. Fish.
2. What-the-hell.
3. Haha(:
4. Super-__ lor.
5. Laugh-out-loud.
6. Bye bye, tkcare.
7. It's okay.

7 people i want to do this:
ANYONE x7 :D