remember to feel real

Monday, May 29, 2006

Someday we'll know..
..if we'll ever get that far

I'm so tired after this morning's swimming session . Ewww >:(
But it was awesome. (: Hoho!

GS called and I heard (:'s voice behind.
Hops ard* x)

Okay, I shall continue watching that video. (:

Byebye, people.
Happy Holidays!

Friday, May 26, 2006

I don't want to do the ~~stupid~~ thing.
Yet i keep thinking about it.

Got back my report book today and my results were bad. Really.
I was just so dissapointed with myself.
I broke my parents' heart. Right there and then.

Monday, May 22, 2006

I'm just at a bad point of my life. My results were bad. I don't need to elaborate on that.
(but I'm still crying over the fact that I actually managed to fail my MT Paper 2! oh-fish!)

Everything's back to square one. Continuous of that conflict arose and I don't think there's a need to elaborate on that too. Ask me if you want to know anything, personally. (:
I just don't find a problem for both Chinese and Malay to be really good friends, seriously.
I simply just don't understand what I've done to make you not talk to me.

I'll have to get a multi-talented tutor and ace for the upcoming tests next term (:
Hohoho*

Friday, May 19, 2006

Hoho..
I'm meeting MY BEE later. (:
la-la-las.

Byebye (:

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

I have a really bad feeling in my tummy that I either failed or did incredibly badly for my Geography. Great!(: And sitting right at the back of the class isn't good at all.
I still prefer my seat, best! (: Ho ho! MT paper 3 was all right. Blah-Blah..

So, only 10 turned up for Maths remedial today. How nice! And it's ironic that Mdm Wu didn't nagged but still joked around with us. (: Ho ho ho!

Lunched at Enaq with Ling Yong, Lee Ting and Zheng Qiang.(: Boon Hwee then joined us with his new hockey stick. =) It's black in colour and it looks really cool. It's only the yellow gay-ish cover/bag for the stick, spoils everything. LOL. (:

Mummy is pissing me off.
fuck!

Okay, I shall stop here.
Byebye (:

Shot through the heart and you're to blame Darlin' You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your games You give love a bad name

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

POA paper 2 was do-able.
At least what I revised last night came out. (:
BRS, Partnership, Final a/c (?) and some theory questions.
I crapped a lot for theory questions, as usual.
Hoho.

~~what the fish!~~
~~He's online, but yah, it makes no different.~~
~~I'm not gonna talk to him. I not gonna make the first move anymore.~~
~~I'm here crying again. fcuk fcuk fcuk! I don't like this.~~

Geography and MT paper 3 tmr.
Byebye.

I hate the sound of heart-breaking.

Monday, May 15, 2006

'So-so' and 'See how' were the answer you gave.
Sweet and simple answer which hurts a lot .
~~you don't know how much it hurts. )': i'm not gonna force you anymore. i think i've done a lot more then what i should. i hate that i-don't-care attitude of ours.~~

Chemisty paper was horrible.
Physics was all right.

I got no mood to blog.
Bye.

Friday, May 12, 2006

Ho Ho Ho!
Happy Birthday, Kevin!!
:DDDDD

Okay, I'm dumb.
Haha, whatever whatever. (:

Mummy is like super nice today! (:
la-la-las.
She got me what I longed for! (:
And it will be delivered to my house this coming Tues.
Yay yay yay!

Lunch today was great too.
We (granny, daddy, mummy, uncle, aunt, sister, cousins and I) went to one of the restaurants in Chinatown to celebrate Mother's Day (in adv).
All right, food there were awfully great! (:
Ate a lot, a lot. (: Hoho..

I'm so tired already.
Good Night! (:

~~Aww~ so gay! (: didn't reply my message. Boo~ ]':~~
But, I still <3 (: !
haha!

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Happy Birthday, Jacob! (:
*HoHo.
You're not forgotten (:

I just vomitted everything I ate during dinner.
How gross! Fcuk
Splitting headaches and fever are coming back again. ):
What-the-fish, please!

Okay, so my day goes like this..

Woke up at 5.40am in the morning and my head started spinning like anything.
Oh-my.
Don't feel like going school at first, but I want to see my POA results and pass (: his present.
So yup, still forced myself to school.
Slept in the car and daddy woke me up when we reached the side gate.
Strolled into the school with my eye lids half opened, like some drug addict. LOL!

Had double LiVE period but Mrs Goy didn't teach since paper was over.
So discussed about class outing and stuffs.
Nice nice, I'm really looking forward to have our class outing, fast! (:
And I really hope Mrs Goy managed to book a chalet for us all, though paint ball sounds interesting too. (:
Had our class jerseys given out after the discussion.
Yay! Nice nice, I think everyone in the class likes it a lot.
The orange printing on the jersey turns out to be really nice compared to what I thought of.
But, there were spelling errors on Chin Hong's jersey.
Oh-Gay, it supposed to be Jin Hong instead of Jing Hong.
I think Chin Hong will make a fuss because of the spelling errors when he gets his jersey next week. >:/

Then double Maths period.
Damn, my heahache was like terrible, horrible! 0.0
Got back paper 2 of the mock test we did earlier before the exmas.
Nice, I passed! (: Hoho!
Then did another paper 2 worksheet.

Had recess, then Eng was another free period.
Double Chinese period, did report writing(?)/compo(?).
While Zhan Yong was busy messaging (:, some sort of on my behalf. LOL!
Thanks ah, thanks ah.
I thought (: was sick, but he actually over slept. Haha! xD

Then double POA period.
Woo, like finally.
I passed, I passed my Paper 1 !!!
Didn't passed it very well though.
23.5/40
sigh sigh.
I made a lot of careless mistakes, please! damnit*
Oh, and Suaidah topped the class again, with 38/40 marks!!
Wah, she's like super clever, can?

Had meeting with the UGs after school at 1T2 class room.
Blah-blah.
Then Basirah, Hanafi and Zhan yong accompied me to his block's void deck to pass (: his present. Thanks thanks (:
Oh- my, oh-my.
hahahas! xD Damn scary one, please.
And I've some sort ruined the whole thing.
Yah yah yah. I know I know.
But since (: likes the present, I'm super contened already. (:
la-la-las.

~~I'm now hoping that (: come online now.~~
He can't come online.
His bro's using the com currently.
Sigh sigh.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Hohoho!
So I'm done with my new layout. (:

I'm so glad that I managed to complete the whole of Maths paper1. (:
Paper was pretty all right except for some questions.
And I think I made a lot of careless mistakes. Damn it*

I think I will fluck CME.
Horrible, paper was fcuking difficult, please.
I didn't even put in much effort, I merely copy paste what's on my mind and FINISH.
Okay, you can say I have no moral.
Blah-blah, whatever. xD

All I hope now is to pass my POA Paper1.
That's all I wish for, now. Seriously.
A just pass and I'm happy. (:
Mrs Goy said there's two failures for Paper 1 and she will be returning us the paper back tomorrow.
OMG! Shity-shit! I don't one to fail, please!

So we went to collect our class jerseys.
Woots, like finally! xD
Arrived at the store, but our jerseys aren't there yet.
It will only arrive at 3pm in the afternoon. How gay!
Lunched at Mac.
& I'm a S-L-O-W eater. WTH!
Very slow,please. hahaha (:
Even Aidil and Luqman who joined us a lot later, finished their meals faster then me. 0.0;
All of us left, excpet Shi Hui and Lee Ting.
Yup, they stay until 3pm while the rest of us rushed back for UG meeting.

Shol called when we were in 198, telling us meeting is cancelled because none attend the meeting except shol, that sec 3 guy from NCC and Zhan Yong from NPCC. Mrs Goy was frustrated. Nice! We will be dead tmr morning. Shity-shit! (:

Okay, tommorrow is the day!
Goodness! (:
I'm excited, nervous, scared, happy and anything you can come out with.
It gonna be the very very first time I will be talking to (: !
la-la-las!
And I'm going with my oh-so-dumb hair(?) Heh! >:/

Oh ya, Hanafi asked (: that question yesterday.
Oh-my! His answer was "So-so".
Okay, should I be happy or what. I don't know.
Hmm, at least it's not a NO. ptffs !

All right, I think I've blogged a lot.
Bye Bye (:

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Great!
I planned to change my blogskin and when I'm almost done, my com HANG! WTH!
I don't want to blog already.
BYEBYE!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

I'm so enuffing sick now! ]':
&I know it's enuffing dumb to cry over it.
But, what can I do?

Fever, headaches, flu and cough!
How nice can this combination ever be, uh?
And that stupid flu made my ear hurts a lot, a lot. ]':

Temperature now is 38.2 !
Fcuk!
This is enuffing gay, please!
SS paper is tomorrow and all those contents don't seems to get into my brain.
Great! I think I will flunk tomorrow's paper.

Anyone, save me please.
I'm dying! ]":

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Happy Birthday, Hanafi! (:
*yay!

Oh man, I bet with you a million bucks it's going to rain soon.
Ha! It's nothing actually, I'm just being lame here. (:

School today was way too trashy, really.
I so not happy with the new seating arrangement. (according to index no.)
I don't-know-why, but I just find it strange sitting there.
&I swear miss scolding, crapping, hitting, chatting with Izam. LOL! xD

Aidil and Shol said I looked so stressed up in the morning.
Ha!Because I know I won't get a chance to see (: for the entire day!!! ):
How 'nice', please !!! >.< So MT paper is just tomorrow. Great! I need to continue mugging now. Byebye. loves

and I didn't get to msg him ytd night, because he needs to revise for his sci pract today. :"[ and of course, I can't msg him today, as he needs to prepare for tmr's paper. How marvellous. And this is telling me, I can only msg him after MYE! OMG! NO WAY! NO NO NO NO! How many more days must I tolerate, uh ? SIGH! Hopefully I can survive.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Woo Hoo!
I love today's assembly. xD
Not because of the performace but yah, because of (: !
Woo hoo~How nice, how nice, can it ever be? Haha!

Lessons were all right today! xD
Had SS then double POA period.
Went hum rm.
Ahhh! The cold air coming out from the air-con is super cold, as usual.
Then English, Miss Poon was away for the Choir choir thingy for assembly.
lalalas~
Then recess, laughed non-stop. xD

Double Chem period, blah blah..
Mrs Heng nags a lot, as usual. Boo!
Then assembly! Yay! (:
Lastly, Maths.

Those Malay boys waved to (: in front of me!!
AHHHH! jealous* LOL!
I also want, please!! xD

KFC-ed with Basirah dearest *woots! after that.
Crapped &laughed, as usual.