remember to feel real

Monday, July 31, 2006

cough cough cough

mm, i hate my voice.
shit man!
i don't really drink a lot of mineral water but surprisingly, i finished the whole bottle today.
good girl! zz!

ah i swear yesterday's dinner was the worst dinner ever, really!
& i swear again, i'll never NEVER step into that fcuking restaurant again.
even my parents said so.
pffts.

oh anyway, i want to watch The Lake House!
anyone, pls? :/

4N1 class phototaking session tmr!
wooo hoo.
i'm going to sit on the first row again!
fcuk. :x

ahh got to go.
we're going gramp's place for dinner later.

Friday, July 28, 2006

Hey yeah what a wonderful day it has been. NOT. zzz!

started the day vomiting out everything i ate ytd, how nice. :/

im having very bad sore throat & a slight fever now.

grrrrrrrr! :(

i think i drank too much milo for the past few days.

i drank 3 packets of cold milo and 1 cup of hot milo ytd.

this is crazy. :D

while the whole class was listening to the radio during mt,

i was happily sleeping behind :D

ah but when mdm seah walked to my place, she asked me to sit properly.

hahahaha.

we were supposed to have our class photo taken after school.

um but it was screwed up.

cos' there was less than half a class staying back.

then after that, went to look for the mei yang, kai ling and zuer in the art room.

Ran down to the canteen to get food with Ly becuase jing wen told me Beep was there. :D

bought want want crackers and milo(again) but i didn't finish up everything.

laaaaaa...

went jp with mei yang and kai ling.

topped up my bloddly ez-link card which left with nothing but -$o.19.

after that they went to collect their cds.

& ta da, im home (:

ahaha tmr is Sat so NO SCHOOL.

ohmygod but seeing all the homework we have, it's kinda screwed.

either way, i shall be going out tmr with mummy. haha

Everytime I see you, you complete my life

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Happy birthday MUMMY! :D

Yo, I just got home not long ago. [:

i'm like so unlucky today.
today was totally zzz, my nose was like some spoiled tap. -.- so yeah very miserable.
maths mock test after school was disastrous.
almost all of us screamed and shouted like some crazy ass.
fyi, there was no tcher in class.
left right after the paper.
walked out of school then realised i left my wallet under my desk. zzz!
while walking back to school, we saw jing wen.
so borrowed her phone and called luqman to ask if my wallet was under my desk cos' he was still in class.
just when i unlocked her phone, luqman called.
haha.
went back to take my wallet then walked with kai ling and luqman to the bus stop.
luqman was being very nice, he treated me milo drink. hahaha
board the bus with luqman and shafwan.
used coins instead of ez-link card cos' no money left.
while putting the coins in, the bus driver asked for my ez-link to check if i'm a secondary sch student.
walau, if im not a student then i wear school unifrom for what?
stupid!
then another thing happened.
dang it man, i was right on my doorstep when i realised i forget to bring my keys along to school with me. zzz!
worst thing is, i don't have my phone with me.
okay, so i pressed the bell for like soooooo many times but still, no one opens the door.
like shit can!
stand outside there like some stupid ass for 30 mins or so. So long luh!!
luckily, my neighbour come out from her house, hahaha!
read my SS textbook while waiting, hahaha! :D
pressed the bell again.
woo! finally, my sis came to open the door for me.
like what-the-hell please, she bathed for 30 mins? -.-
grr, ridiculous! %$#@*&

however, there's one lucky thingy.
i saw Beep (:

okay.
there's poa homework again.
zzz!

'Cause ever since the minute I saw your face,
Well, I knew I wanted to be in that place, next to you, yeah.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

shit.
I'm supposed to finish up my poa homework which was given to us on Monday.
Unfortunately, i only manage to do one question.
Kay, there's a lot more to go. zzz!

Oh& I haven't touch on that tchers' day thingy yet.
FYI, due date is this coming Friday!
how to do?!
sheesh!

dang dang dang dang dang!
+(*&^%$#)&%$#@

got to go.

Laaaaaaaaaaa.......

AHAHAHAA!
i finally caught my hare, today!!
:D :D :D :D :D
YAYNESS!

Monday, July 24, 2006

Woo hoo
Yeah, i just got home and im sooooo tired.

#$%^&*()-!@#$^&*(*&
AHAHA! :D

Everyone is still discussing about musical night last Friday.
haha. and im still going gahgahgah over that photo! :D :D :D
like three days had past and im still talking about it. LOL!
who cares :x

had mt oral earlier on.
wooo hoo. i think i did better this time round. :D
so, there were 18 of us in the training room.
haha.
despite being warned by Mr See for being noisy,
we still giggle and made noise.
John suddenly turned back and asked for my shoe size.
John: what's your shoe size ah?
Me: 4 lor, why?
John: Eeeyer, how come so small?
Me: how am i supposed to know. zzz!
then i tried putting on Zq's ultra huge school shoe (size 11)
and dang! it's so..... zzz man!
everyone laughed -.-
...
after lee ting left, there's only ying hou, jihao, chin hong, de xing, zheng qiang and i waiting for our turn. zzz!

then we started discussing about Mdm Wu...
ji hao said mdm wu is a tai tai and she owns a mansion which is in the middle of sentosa (sea not land) . whenever she needs to go get her car, she would hop onto a speed boat from her mansion to the shore. then she will hop onto that vehicle that is drove on sand( i dont know what's that call) to her car. because of the sand, mdm wu's car is always dirty.
me: she hire maid, right? can help her wash her car what.
ji hao: no. her maid dont know how to control speed boat. cannot leave the mansion. hahahahhaa.
me: zzz! hahaa

that was a very lame conversation.

had tuition after that. we kept on talking, laughing non stop.
lol!
lee ting, mine mine mine. right shermin? haha!

okay.
i need to do my poa hmk now.
toodles. :D :D :D :D :D

Saturday, July 22, 2006

lazy people like me. :D

Mei Qi, faster come online!!! :D :D :D

Friday, July 21, 2006

MUSICAL NIGHT! :D

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

School didn't turned out well today, or should I say it's utterly bad bad bad?!
Um, nevermind. zzz!
You all shall go your way and I'll go mine, huh. (:
Thank You!

MAAAA MEEE MOOO!!
Shi Hui just called me.
See, I was right.
I'm so not fated to see him. zzz!
haha nevermind. :D

When someone you love abandons you, it doesn't hurt just because they've changed, or lied, or went back on their promises, but because you know what they really are and what a beautiful person they can be. And when they take that away from you and won't let you see that beautiful person again, well nothing hurts more than having someone just decide to take your entire world away without consulting you first cos there's nothing that feels worse than feeling like you weren't good enough for the person that meant everything to you.
I nearly broke down on my way home in the bus. Like, this is not the first time okay! & I'm very fed up with myself for doing all this shit just for you(?). Ohwell, you have your own friends and they apparently means waaaay A LOT to you compared to me. You were like someone who accidently dropped into the sea and me as a float saved you. & when you got up the shore, you just throw the float and walked off like nothing happened. Thank you suckers from breaking all your promises time and time again. I'm getting so sick of it and I shall not talk to anyone except 'em.
message me if you want to read the hidden texts

Byebye.

Monday, July 17, 2006

Hey (:
I back so earlyyyy, like so unusual :D
hahaha.
& i'm so smelling so yummy yummy right now. hahaha.
Oh, tuition at 4 later. tsk tsk.

CHEMISTRY SUCKS BIG TIME!!
i don't understand a single thing! sigh. :'(

Dang dang!
I need to rushhhhh there now.

Byebye :)

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Hey, I just got back from town and i'm so tired.
Today was a pretty long day uh.
Left home 'bout 12.15 to meet up with Kl at Jp.
Had lunch at BentoBox, the service there wasn't really good.
Went Je to meet up with the guys.
They were so late, made us wait so long.
tsk tsk.
Shopped around but didn't get anything for musical. boo!
Took neoprint with all (seven of us) :D
Walked around then met Basirah and Awin at Wisma, for awhile.
Oh yeah, for those who hit town today, the sunflowers were somewhat sweet, right? :D
but i didn't get to have one :x haha
Went to Bugis around 7.
Our legs were so dangit tired, we didn't talk much. :/ Woo, I got stuffs from there but not for musical. -.- haha.
Reached home around 9.30
Rah, so tired, so hungry.

byebye

Friday, July 14, 2006

Boredness is overwhelming me ):
tsk tsk!
I'm so tired but at the same time, i'm so lazy to go to bed.
haha!

oops! i'm giving very attitude kinda replies on MSN.
Gods know what happened to me.
la-la-la.

No more whites tmr, aww :(
but i'm still seeing 'em. :D

tuition at 9 tmr morning. >:/
dang dang!

Good night :D

Hey (:
I can't stand it.
Why promised me you're going to the musical with me in the first place?
You know my group of friends ain't going, therefore i've got no one to go with. :'(
We turned to each other whenever one need another, but this time round, i'm going solo.
Oh well, nevermind.
I have tons of revision tests coming up & i haven't been revising much.
I barely opened up the textbook for like 1 hr every night. :/
Eh, not enough kay!

Ha, got back our Poa paper today, I passed!!
And I understand what Mrs Goy's teaching. Woo hoo!
Stock! :D

oh yeah, kl and i saw a wet dying rat under a void deck.
it was lying on a cardboard, struggling.
IT'S SO SUPER DUPER ULTRA DISGUSTING, I TELL YOU.
I nearly threw my Maths tys on the floor and run. >:/
Faris and his group of friends were so happened to be there too.

Kl: Eh, Cynthia! got rat on the cardboard, looks like it's dying.
Me: Huh, where got? Nothing what.. ( I'm like so blind larh)
Kl: There.. Eeeee!
Me: Eh,Wth! Shit, Eeeee! *running away.
Faris: Wei, don't run larh. I catch the rat for you, okay? Or throw it at you? HahaHa!

See, how 'cute' is Faris. -.-
Then he brought that rat to the opposite block, i guess.
~~_ _ _ _ _'s block. I hope he didn't see that rat while walking back home. :x~~

~~I think he's ignoring me.~~

alright, that's all.
WHITE TOMORROW :D

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Aiyo, I guessed somebody just dropped an elephant on the floor.
The impact was so huge, please. :D

So yeah today was kinda long for me, i guess. :/
Had lessons as usual then Maths mock test after school.
I don't know why, but my mind went blank right after recess. haha
_ _ _ _ _ was at the student/study(?) corner outside my class. :D
Stupid Zq and Zy went to talk to _ _ _ - frowns.
Oh ya, I personally can't stand Aidil.
He was being such and ass during mock test.
He shout and shout and shout our names, like nobody's business. >:/
Trust me people, it's ultra loud.
Some of us like Bas, Fatimah, Suaidah and I got to pissed off until we shouted back at him. rawr!
But you know what, he fking just can't be bothered. >:/ hell shit!

Went to catch rabbit(again) after mock with Kai Ling, Ling Yong, Jing Wen and Julin.
awww, no sight of it again. :(
Then suddenly, something gay happened. -.-
Went up to Kl's place, played with her clothes and also mess up her room at the same time. :D
Cabbed home after that since there was no bus! F 99! -.-

K, that's simply what happened today.
i got homeworks to complete :( sigh

Toodles. :D

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Hi :D :D :D

LiVE presentation was uh-uh. :/Most of us were like so nervous and all, we were presenting to our classmates though. We cancelled off the skit that we had planned to do earlier on. :(
The average make for our group was only 7.5(?) out of 15, cool huh?
_'s group gave us 0(zero) for our creativity part :(
They said our backgrounds were awful and we didn't had anything that can interest 'em (eg. video clips, pictures & all)
But but but, we're the first group to present, you know. Not forgetting that all of us were down with oral on different days, last week. It's so difficult for us to meet up after school.
Plus we had like hell lots of homeworks to complete and our date due for the draft of the project was like 1 week after Mrs Goy explained everything to us(?) While the other groups can hand up the draft work later(?) :/
Rah, nevermind, no point making so much comments now. :)

Oh yeah, something real nice happened when our class and _N2 walked back to class after recess. :D heh heh! *jumps ard

Ly accompied me after school. Thanks (:
We were supposed to catch rabbit like yesterday.
But it didn't turn up. :(
awww, nevermind

Kay, I need to do my POA worksheet now.
Ha!
toodles

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Everytime i get my hopes up, they always seem to fall.

OMFG!!!
I finally see him online!

talk to me, please!! D':

We're better off this way.
zzz! :/
I want to cry! D':

Sheesh.
I have a hard time convincing both Kl and Ly to go for the musical. >:/
Rahh! I want 'em to go!!!

There once was a time,
Where in this world I was the main character.
It felt so right, as if I was walking on clouds.
My heart always pounding.
That feeling was good.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Great, I screwed up my EL Oral. :(
COS I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.
Called Ly, whined over the phone right after the oral. :(
It's over, so no point talking 'bout it right.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUQMAN :D
AHAHA!

I will not forget what happened this morning, never.
To think back, I'm actually acting like a moron.
SHEESH.
im whining again to poor Hanafi.
LOL!

Byebye

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Ripped this off while blog-hopping. :X

My teacher once said that can the both of your stop playing? AHAHA!(Luqman & I was having a battle during Eng lesson) :x
Never in my life have I like cockroach.
The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile are my clique.
I like lines because they're staright.
When I'm nervous i complain. Hehe (x
The last time I laughed was today, in school.
My hair is shoulder length.
My feet are size five/six.
Last Christmas was spent with my family.
When I turn my head left, I see the window.
When I turn my head right, I see the door.
When i look down, i see my legs!
The craziest recent event was world cup.
By this time next year I will be mugging?
I have a hard time understanding Physics -.-
One time at a family gathering I taught my P4 cousin homework! Oo
You know i like you when i tell you? AHAHA!
If I won an award, the first person I'd thank is the people around me.
Triangles are stupid bcos they are 3 sided.
My ideal breakfast is a cup of hot coffee with cheese cake and chocolate eclair. Yum!
If you make me really happy i'll smile happily at you. :D
Where do you plan to visit anytime soon, England! (x
Boys are the opposite of girls.
I'd stop my wedding if i realised the groom isn't the right one.
The world could do without humans.
I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than let my loved one suffer.
Most recent thing you've bought yourself was food.
Most recent thing someone else bought you was a Su Doku book.
My least favorite time of day is when i need to wake up. pffts
And by the way, please hold on to me cause i'm falling.
The last time I was high was a few hours back.
The person whom I last talked to told me to pass her a pen.
I shouldn't have eaten nothing.
Last night I slept.
There's this girl I know who's sweet.
There's this guy I know who knows nothing until now.
I'll tell the next person who makes me really happy thank you.
I'm listening to Seven days without you.
I last ate my breakfast.
My bedsheet is black:D
I smell the lavender fragrance from air freshener.
On my table, i have a cup of chocolate milk. :D
My full name is Cynthia Pang Hui Qi.
This quiz L--O--N--G...

Woo, done.

Oh ya! Italy scored two goals this morning! :DDDD
Yay!
France next (:

During Maths lesson, Aidil forged signatures of different footballers.
He also claimed himself as Steven Gerrard. Um.. -.-
So lame/funny, i tell you. (x

Okay, I'm so hungry now.
Eng oral tmr -.-
Ciaos.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

K, Cynthia is a big loser (:
/don't ask me why.

~~Sooner or later it will be over.~~
I don't want to miss you and all.
I don't want anyone to see me.
Cos' they'd never understand me.
Nevertheless, you're too special.
I wish I am special too.

Roarr! D':
This is HELL, seriously.

No mood to blog, zzz.
Fcuk, what PP last told me made me reflect so much cos' what PP said made sense. D:
& FYI, the last time we chat was during the second week of the June holis(?)
sheesh..

Anyway, i'm chatting with Justin 'bout Turtles and the Cat Family.
AHAHA! So lame, can!

K, I shouldn't be wasting my time anymore.
Mug mug mug.

Ciaos :D