remember to feel real

Sighs, ]':
~~Im missing everything of you.~~
everything, everything. ]':

30-03-06, Thursday
Ytd was trashy. *Super trashy!
My face was like freaking black &I didn't talk much. Woots!
I sighed a lot instead! ]':

But, things got a lot better after the mock paper. [[:
~~i finally got his number!~~ *hurray!
Weeeeee, I was so so so high then. xD

31-03-06, Friday

Was pretty screeeeewed up today.
Many many things happened. ]':
Like shit, please.

You seriously spoilt my day! *hell you!
If you're to rip her mouth, rip mine first. (:
I was enuffing stupid to tell you all those shit!

~~I should be angry with you for lying to me, like nobody's business, okay! * hell you!~~

~~Thanks for making me wait like a fool! *FCUK YOU!~~

Speech day rehearsal, was so boring boring.
Thanks to my stupid gastirc. *boo

~~&& He was standing at another end of the contigent. Boo! I can't see him clearly.~~

Had finale thingy after that.

~~woots! lalalas~ I saw him &&he was sitting like behind me. [[: (not right behind me though)~~
Freaked out when I saw __ involved in the dance thingy too. *pssf!

ROLL EYES! >:/

Went home after training.

~~I saw him again in the basement!! [[: &&I walked past him! woots! he's super cute.~~

~~haha! xD he dropped his PE tee on the very very dirty floor then he immediately picked up and smell his tee.~~

~~Super cute expression, please. xD lalala! Then then, he was walking in front of me when walking out of the school! Woots!~~

Cried really really badly when I reached home.

~~im so so scare that he's going to ignore me.>:'{ NO NO! Please don't do that to me!!~~

Sigh, all this shucks!